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should i wait him again???
should i??
how many years?
3? 6? 10?
i duno wat can i do....
who can teach me.....
haiZzzz..
T.T
love really so hurt........

maybe i already left many thing..
sori...
i gt many many thing wanna say..
but duno tell who..
he no time 4 me..

T.T
=(

=(

haiZzz...so long time d..
duno y...
me n him no close d...
=(
sad lo...
he 4got me d?????
2 stress..............

so touching~~

read tis lysics wonderfully...
so touching...
tis shows my feeling...




红豆
Hong Dou
Red Bean

还没好好的感受 hai mei hao hao de gan shou
雪花绽放的气候 xue hua zhan fang de qi hou
我们一起颤抖 wo men yi qi chan dou
会更明白什么是温柔 hui geng ming bai shen me shi wen rou
还没跟你牵著手 hai mei gen ni qian zhe shou
走过荒芜的沙丘 zou guo huang wu de sha qiu
可能从此以后 ke neng cong ci yi hou
学会珍惜天长和地久 xue hui zhen xi tian chang he di jiu
I haven't yet experienced
The feeling of a wintry snowfall
We will tremble together
And better understand what gentleness is
I haven't yet held hands with you
To walk across this untamed desert
Perhaps from now on
We will learn to treasure eternal love

**有时候有时候 you shi hou you shi hou
我会相信一切有尽头 wo hui xiang xin yi qie you jin tou
相聚离开都有时候 xiang ju li kai dou you shi hou
没有什么会永垂不朽 mei you shen me hui yong chui bu xiu
可是我有时候 ke shi wo you shi hou
宁愿选择留恋不放手 ning yuan xuan ze liu lian bu fang shou
等到风景都看透 deng dao feng shui dou kan tou
也许你会陪我看细水长流 ye xu ni hui pei wo kan xi shui chang liu
Sometimes sometimes
I believe that everything has an end
In meeting and parting there are times
Where neither will last forever
But I sometimes
Would rather choose to love and not let go
Until we've seen all there is to see
Perhaps you'll spend eternity with me

还没为你把红豆 hai mei wei ni ba hong dou
熬成缠绵的伤口 ao cheng chan mian de shang kou
然后一起分享 ran hou yi qi fen xiang
会更明白相思的哀愁 hui geng ming bai xiang si de ai chou
还没好好的感受 hai mei hao hao de gan shou
醒著亲吻的温柔 xing zhe qin wen de wen rou
可能在我左右 ke neng zai wo zuo you
你才追求孤独的自由 ni cai zhui qiu gu du de zi you
I haven't turned the red beans
Into persistent scars
To be shared by us both
So we can better understand the pain of unrequited love
I haven't yet experienced
The warmth of a waking kiss
Perhaps around me
You have begun to pursue a lonely freedom

1week d~~

2day...
i go out wif hoon2..
we went 2 jusco..
eat mcD..
n go walk around there..
we gt meet wif our ns fren--firdaus hornet..
then chat a while..
we gt share many things wif each others..
hoon2 told me her problem n i told her mine..

actually i wanNa run away all about tis...
but i cant..
so bad...
i promise wif my self oredi..
i dun wan cry again about tis..
i would not let my tears fall down...
let it inside heart enough..
let heart is crying ok d...

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

Kamu tak tahu hancurnya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

so touching~~

tis lyrics...

T.T

maSih cinTa--kotak

Kotak – Masih Cinta
Tik tik tik waktu berdetik
Tak mungkin bisa kuhentikan
Maumu jadi mauku
Pahit pun itu ku tersenyum

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu

Tik tik tik air mataku
Biar terjatuh dalam hati
Mauku tak penting lagi
Biar kubuat bahagiamu

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

Kamu tak tahu hancurnya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

tis song so touching~~
T.T
make me miss him....
should i??
no!!!!

sad T.T

yesterday...
he gt told me 1 secret...
about he at camp from start until end...
about him n her's story...
he felt so kesal wat him had done 2 her b4 it...
he said tis juz me know oni...
when he told me about tis all...
my heart was crying..
i duno y....
T.T
from yesterday until now...
i wanNa cry...
but i dun wan let my tears 2 fall down...
b4 he told me...
i gt think tat i ady 4get d about feeling..
until he told me tat...
n i knw i still cant 4get it..
T.T


b4 i couple wif TM...
actually my heart juz gt **..................
no TM no others..
at camp b4 i close wif TM..
i veri close wif him...
he is very good...
he is very caring..take care of ppl...
at tat time she try 2 close wif him..
n from tat time i knw her is like him..
but he dun believe me...
n i knw she jealous at me coz i 2 close wif him...
from tat time i try run away from him slowly...
n after i close wif TM...
TM oso jealous at him...
so i try 2 run away from him...
less reply his msg...
n try 2 4get him...
n try 2 put the feeling on TM~~
at tat time me n him no close like last time again...
when terjumpa...
also think nothing...
until last day at camp...
i oso no go 2 find him coz i know he must b with her tat time...
T.T
so untiL now...
in his mind juz gt her oni..
he said he wan 2 4get about her..
but i think diffucult...
T.T
she reali important 4 him...
no body knw my feeling....
is he close wif me coz H??
hm...
i wanNa run away from him...
but cant...
hm..
T.T

whole day i no laugh...
i duno wat can i do...
T.T
whole day i use book 2 help me dun think about tat again...
T.T
hoehoe shiwen ginny kerchia lingling...
jeslin hoonhoon tinnie ellen...
dajie erjie elaine...
mee peng miao fang...
help me....
no ppl can help me..
if u all at my beside now..
is gud rite..
i can cry hw as i wan...
=(
T.T
y he wan 2 tell me????
if he didnt told me..
nthg will happen....







hope he dun read tis blog...
hopefully~~

29august2009 ^^

hehe ^^
tis day(29august2009)~~
i gt went back 2 camp 4 the 3rd time...
haha ^^
miss there very much~~
our REUNION gt FULCHRUM SUKHOI BLACKHAWK ^^


hm...
very hapi lo...
actually i duno wan 2 write wat..
coz i think tat moment i put in my memory is ok...
miss u all so much @.@
when we can meet again???
next holiday???
nazz sukhoi gt told me his opinion...
he wan 2 organize a reunion at hari lapor diri kump1 siri7/10....
coz can help jurulatih many thing...
r u all agree???
im so AGREE.....
hehe ^^
coz many ppl r holiday at discember....
im waiting 4 tis......